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| Saturday May 1st | |
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| re: | 2253 |
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| going friends only. | |
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| Wednesday September 3rd | |
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| re: | 0942 |
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| ( my dream... was strange. ) now i want a dunkin donuts sandwich for breakfast.. o.O i also want to go practice driving. because it's something else to do and nobody's gonna comment. | |
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| re: | 0148 |
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| holy fucking shit... what happened to that dragon drawing deanna gave me? oh fuck... ::facepalm:: i have no idea what i did with it. i hope it's still in like, the filing cabinet, or something. | |
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| Saturday August 30th | |
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| re: | 2352 |
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| so you'll notice i just implemented the new style. i need some comments and criticism. especially criticism. (on the style.) | |
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| re: | 2108 |
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| i'm at arm's length and i want to rip it off so i can't hold on to anything anymore because if i cant hold you then what's the fucking point. | |
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| re: | 1518 |
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| was up until 4 something.. slept until after noon. when i woke up, mom and leah were going through old toys and stuff and i went and sorted out stuff i wanted and stuff to throw away/give to goodwill. umm... dream. dont remember much now. i know there was like a beach house, and something with my classmates, and something with my family... and like, being off-campus and shit. holy fuck, i forgot about that... hrm. whatever. i dont think i'll be making much use of the freedom anyway. umm going through an archive for family guy episodes i dont have... | |
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| Friday August 29th | |
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| re: | 1758 |
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| went to the house with mom/leah because there was nothing else to do. we then went to home depot to pick out more formica samples for the island in the kitchen, because since half of it's beige and we can't paint it because it's all paneled and attached to the cabinets, we have to keep the beige in mind. then we went across the street. i went to best buy to get some headphones, then we left. these headphones seem to have some built in bass boost, which annoys me. i'm sure with time they'll sound better though. ow. my left leg hurts. how the fuck did that happen. dammit. sooooo bored. | |
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| re: | 1141 |
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| ( had a dream... ) was up until 3am-ish yesterday, i have to stop doing that. damn code red. watched the VMAs yesterday. they sucked. chris rock was funny once or twice, and the metallica covers weren't bad, and adam sandler + snoop dogg was good, and stewie at the beginning was good, but other than that, as far as i can remember, it sucked. hrm.. bored. have to come up with info text stuff to put in my layout. er, not "have to," but "should." meh. | |
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| Thursday August 28th | |
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| re: | 1657 |
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| people do things to make me avert my desire to be there for them. in turn, i isloate myself, because it seems to me that everyone's ok without me. that's not good for socializing.. i can picture myself walking into homeroom feeling this way and just sitting down and not listening to anybody. then people like tim c and albert p would come up to me and start talking, and i'd be forced into a charade. of course, i dont want to appear broken in front of them, like life's as good for me as it is for them. so i try the least i need to to appear optimistic about life, blaming my general inertness on lack of sleep. a plausible excuse, being in high school. so, people push me away (which it may or may not be natural for them to do, given whatever circumstances etc), and i push myself away, to no avail. i have to try harder not to be there for everyone, then? in a completely unrelated matter, i've been working on the style. idk if i prefer that background or this one. (if you can't see those, style pic and other pic) the difference isn't that distinct, but, whatever. ummm bored... i hear it's nice out though. | |
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| re: | 1425 |
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| acrylic thoughts upon my eyelids, see through to the black. went to bed at 4am yesterday. ( had a dream... ) lately i've been doing support requests to bide the time. but then again, so is everyone else. i have to learn what i can and can't say... and even then, it's hard to get an answer in without someone else answering at the same time. "ah the irony of my timing..." she wouldn't remember that, would she? nah... she hasn't LJed in ages anyway. i suppose after lunch i could try again. mom's bringing home mcdonalds and some school supplies. only now do i realize how little time i have left. | |
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